Part 1: Tears and Regrets.

Ahhh

Nooooo

When did it happen?

Oh my God!!

Exclamations Exclamations!!

Alas, that's what it all turn to

Ohhhh!

It's all my Fault!

And Blame's Next

If only I could!

If only I looked closely!

I may, I would have seen!

Yes you might,

But you didn't

Now it's too late!

And only tears and Regret is left.

It was all there,

The sad smiles, the silent nods

The watery "I am fine"

the pleading look always in her eyes

As if to say "Help me" every time

The "I am dying" that always follows

after every laughs

That you now realise were fake

But it's too late

Because when you realised and

Went to look for her.

there was no her

But only a note

Filled with tears

One that begun with

"If you are reading this...."

And you know before even going further

She has abandoned herself,

Abandoned the world,

And has let go.

And what's left;

Only Tears and Regret

And that piece of paper

That she left behind.